smoking a lot of cigarettes lately.
but inside, you're just a little baby.

ahhhhhh i love marina and the diamonds. (:

love in the middle of a fire fight.

ummmmmm, i'm currently obsessed with this song. also, "obsessions" by marina and the diamonds.


life has been good so far.
its 12:45 am.

tumblr will be the death of me. i follow far too many people. and im about threebillion pages behind on my dashboard.


i love that boy, who's hair never parts the way i like it.
that boy who runs marathons, that boy who is too ticklish for his own good.

he tells me to look at him.
he tells me im beautiful.

i want tattoos all over.
i feel the need to decorate myself in art.

i am tired and hungry.
perhaps the leftover cheese fondue will satisfy.

just took out some older works that i no longer wish to keep.

a new door is open, so i might as well close the old one.

i will have nice tits.

two tattoos.

hair that im satisfied with.

flawless skin.

superb skills in figure drawing.


but until now, i am happy.

i will be happy.


because there is a boy who calls me beautiful at least 20 times a day.

because there is a girl who takes me with her to go do absolutely nothing.

because there are people who enjoy my company.

because my boots are on their way.

because i am learning to live.


from my tumblr.
good god, i love that website.

when you see that special someone.

or when you're waiting to see them.

i can't wait to see him tomorrow before zero period.

i'm bringing my camera to school so i can take pictures of him. (:

i love how my photo teacher approved of him. (:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so happy right now.

i wish it was saturday.